Friday 20 April 2012

DOES IT MEAN LOVE ?


1.WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LOVE ?
= A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined .

hmm  atas tu pandangan google . but macam mana pandangan korang ? pada pandangan aku love or cinta ni menyakitkan . seriously , it will end dengan kesedihan :') kesakitan , or lebih tepat sad ending :') bg aku lah . tp tak semua mcm tu kan ? ada yg berkekalan sampai akhir hayat . yang itu syukur alhamdullilah :')aku teringin nak relation mcm tu . tapi mcm dapat -.- im too young kot untuk semua tu . takut ganggu pelajaran . and FYI , IM CHANGE OKAY . I MEAN CHANGE A LOT ! FULLSTOP :') . btw i have new crush ;'/ dan ini sgt menakutkan . takut sgt hmmm . NVM , nanti hilang lah perasaan ni one day maybe ? :'3 I HOPE SO :') . aku cabar diri aku taknak couple for 2 years . now dah nak almost 1 year aku tak rasa ad komitmen dalam benda jadah ni . hmm sorry to say , aku anggap semua mcm crush . its like bruno's song "EASY COME EASY GO" haa mcmtu lah hihi ='B . i think cukuplah sampai di sini . nak undurkan diri mahu beradu -00-" HAHA , esk sch doi =3 . btw pasal crush aku yg latest tu nanti jelah ckp . and HE IS DIFFERENT from others . O MAK AII its "HE" okay ? xD k nuff' said . monight :)

Friday 13 April 2012

Dear Mum :')

hey mom look at me ,


THINK BACK and talk to me . DID I GROW UP ACCORDING TO YOUR PLAN ? and do you think im wasting my time doing things i wanna do ? but its hurts when you dissaprrove all along .... and now i try hard to make it I JUST WANNA MAKE YOU PROUD , IM NEVER GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU :')cant stand that ik alright , AND YOU CANT CHANGE ME . cause we lost it all , NOTHING LASTS FOREVEVER , i'm SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT ... now its just too late , and we cant go back im sorry i cant be PERFECT :'/ .. I TRY NOT THINK , ABOUT THE PAIN I FEEL INSIDE , did you know used to be hero ? ALL THE DAYS YOU SPENT WITH ME , NOW SEEM SO FAR AWAY , AND ITS FEEL LIKE YOU DONT CARE ANYMORE :'(


NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE THE THINGS THAT YOU SAID ! NOTHING'S GONNA MAKE THIS RIGHT AGAIN ! 
PLEASE DONT TURN YOUR BACK , I CANT BELIEVE ITS HARD TO JUST TO TALK TO YOU BUT YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ...


BECAUSE WE LOST IT ALL , NOTHING LAST FOREVER , IM SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT , NOW WE JUST TOO LATE , AND WE CANT GO BACK , IM SORRY I CANT BE PERFECT .....

Sunday 8 April 2012

my scar already heal by time :)


today 8/4/2012 , and tomorrow is my birthday :') dah tua dah aku =.=' haha . hmm , akhirakhir ni banyak benda pelik berlaku . contohnya ex ex dtg balik -,- . erk ? both of you ? tak puas tengok aku sakit ea ? :') its okay , time heal my pain and i had forget all about you :') . aku syg kau sc declare , as my friend :') and you exBOYFRIEND aku langsung lupa kau , so please . dont bother with my life please ? still begging :') . buat hal kau je lah eh syg ? :) enough said . you dah cukup tua nak fikir semua ni right "DD" :) so you have to think it wisely . jgn malukan diri sendiri dengan menegur org mcm tu :) then , para stalker , stop lah buat kerja amal korang eh ? :) tak mendatangkan hasil yg lumayan langsung . kau jaga relation sendiri yg tunggang langgang tu je eh ? i think its enough kot . malas nak cerita pasal org tak menjamin masa depan aku mcm korang :) hope korang dapat berfikir yea ? :) thanks , salam :')

Friday 6 April 2012

SINGLE LIFE BACK =,=


assalamualaikum ='D . hey again =,= . selamat tengah hari =) .dear bloggie nak tahu ? i dah SINGLE balik . hahahaha =,= . kejap gila couple =,= . entah aku rasa cody tu mcm tak paham aku je =='. haih . nvm cody , me still love ya as a friend =') . i think better single kot . takdelah sakit hati kan ? :)hewhew =3 . act is , aku dah fobia nak couple wei =,= . penat nanges hoi =,= . sakit luu tahu ? luu taktahu sbb luu ni semua tak rasa ape aku rasa =oo=' . brrbb dah lah no idea nak cakap pasal ape lagi ni =,= . gambar ats ni dia punya caption memang sesuai dgn aku =,= . hayatilah ayt itu yee anak anak hehe =3 . enough for today , evening guys :")


p/s : lagu baru ni , enjoy ^,^

Saturday 31 March 2012

Cody SImpson ='D


hey bloggie -.-' . yes mornight again =} , THIS ! yang picture atas ni nama dia act Awish Iyiyi or known as CODY SIMPSON . HO HO HO XD . dia ni ade dekat relation dekat fb aku tu hah =.=' . nak usha dia ? eh takboleh ! takboleh ! >,< takboleh lah ! DIA KITA PUNYA LAH ! =.=' . "DIA KITA PUNYA" maksud ape eh ? hihi she is minelah awak =.=' , awat awak lambat pick up sangat ni ? =3 . hmmpp baby , thanks be mine =} . 31st March 2012 waktu dia erk -.- *tak perasanlah kan baby ? sbb tgh otp td hewhew =3 around 2:10 a.m. i guess ='} . setelah sekian lama menyingle , TAKEN jugak lastly =3 . hee k nak menanges kejap , tisuue please ? =3 hikhik x) . i tak tahu nak cakap ape baby , i'm so shock . sumpah rasa mcm terkejut gila masa dia propose . sbb you know right ? before that i cakap pasal ap ? *yg tak sedap hati perasaan jadah tu , ingat kan * =3 . but who knows right boleh come this far . haih ='} 

 APPLE PIE
" I HOPE YOU ARE THE ONE , I HOPE YOU ALSO CAN UNDERSTAND ME TOO . I AKAN TRY JADI YANG TERBAIK UNTUK YOU :') . AND THANKS AGAIN BE MINE . I TAK SANGKA LANGSUNG KITA AKAN TOGET - GETHER =.=' SUMPAH . AM JUST FLIRTING ON YOU , AND YOU PUN DO THE SAME WAY KAN BABY =3 . HAISH . SPEECHLESS DAH HAA . SEMUA SBB YOU LAH NI >,< *gila gedik aku tonight =.=' .okay dah sebelum situation become lagi parah baik aku undurkan diri . ILOVEYOUAPPLEPIE <3 =* hihi mornight reader =') "

Sunday 18 March 2012

THIS IS WHAT I CALLED FAKE SMILE =)


hey back :') . haha am trying to make myself happy :') . try harder ='3 . tonight , kena tidur awal because esk kena balik kampung . ad kenduri . okay tonight i will sleepin' with the tears again . can ah like that ? pergh , lantak ah kan . bukan ad sape peduli ='3 . okay saksikanlah gamba waa yg tgh cuba nak senyum tu :') kbye , salam ='3

Crush :')


assalamualaikum , selamat malam ='> . post kali ni sedih lagi ='3 . aku mana pernah happy kan ? hihi --' . yeah i like to fake - ing my smile . tak percaya ? tengok ats tu ='3 . senyum tak berapa nak ikhlas =3 hiheee =/ . okay , entry ni ditujukan kepada someone . first of all , am sorry if post ni mcm ganggu you . i takkan mention your name dekat sini . i hope you will read , IMISSYOUALOT YOU KNOW ? =3


"Dear Crush , the reason why i hate making eye contact with you is because you made me lose my ability to think properly :') ."




eh quotes ke kat ats ni ='3 . ha'ah lah =.= . but you know right we never meet lagi .but its okay lah =3 .


CRUSH ,
hey i rindu you . you mesti tahu ==' . yelahkan i memang suka rindu2 you ni ='3 . entahlah kenapa . haha . 8 feb 2012 , i ad ckp dkt you kan ? i dah lama suka you ? :') and strt that day i feel so awkward .i don't know why . you said we still can be friend b'cause you dah couple . naahhh , its okay i tak kesah , i pun tak hope actly because still tak sedia nak in relation till now . i just suka you okay :) mmg dah lama suka but baru ckp --' ye aku mmg suka mcm ni ='3 pendam simpan lama2 HAHA XD . okay abaikan . hey dear crush , imissyou ='/ . i try bukak fb and blog you td . but you dah deactive and dah private blog you tu . baru nak stalk blog you =.= . haha x) . i tried called you used my mom number sbb rindu lah ='3 . dapat . tp you tak angkat =') k takpe maybe you busy kan ? then i tried called lagi dah lama siket , you OFF =.= . errrkk , k i dah mula fikir mcm2 ='3 . if am disturbing you am so sorry okay ? :') . i just rindu you ='3 hmm hmmm , so sorry post mcm ni . dah taktahu nak mengadu isi hati kat mana kan . ad bff pun bff busy dgn boyprengg girlprengg . erk , lantaklah =3 . okay enough said . if you read this post , im just wanna say i miss you . take care ='> .