FAKE HOPE

HEY , NAMPAK TAK AKU DAH STRT SYG KAU NOW ? cant you see my love towards you ?awak , please jangan bg alasan lagi yang awak afraid to build new relationship . then why you said dont leave me ? semua tu just fake hope you give or you really mean it ? then , lately ni perasan tak awak dah jarang text and call sy ? perasan tak ? ke sy je yg rasa mcm tu :')please sy dh susah nak trust org sekarang , jgn bg sy perasaan mcm ni boleh ? kalau nak dekat dia lagi just go with her ! i already told you right ? kalau still stuck like this sy yg saket . yarh , mmg i try nak let you go but its too hard . ulang lagi TOO HARD , sebab dah strt sayang kot . mybe am too desperate nak suruh you fikir but please , am hurt too much . and sy rasa mcm dh tak nak ad perasaan tahu tak sebab senang tak payah nak fikir semua ni . TIRED ALL OF THIS , TIRED OF TEARS and the most important mcm dh lost hope :'( I REALLY HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND . #dah 2 days tak tidur ni , tidur je berombak haaa acano ? haih . penat do acani . but its okay am strong enough now , I LOVE MYSELF <3